Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Patience returning

My husband and I had an interesting conversation last night. We were praying together for clarity and understanding and talking about spiritual matters.

I remember some of his words: "I think we are all dependent on God for everything that we require."

During last night's Mother's call, we talked about co-dependence. For those of you who are still choosing to know about conscious language and the domain of co-dependence, my simple definition is when we look outside of ourselves for happiness and/or approval before checking in with our own heart.

Back to last night's conversation... "Honey, what if a better way of saying it is: we are abundantly blessed in every way by all that God has already given us, and it is up to us to open our eyes up and see, and to open our hearts up to receive all he chooses to bestow us with."
"Well that requires a shift in my consciousness."
"Yes! It does."


I often hear this question directed at me: "How do you know?"

I know!

When I require more knowledge, I request!

"Knock and it shall be opened unto you."


I immensely enjoy this new upgrade:

I feel anger about .......
(you leaving my food I prepared out all night, choosing to read a book rather than clean up your mess, my backsliding into choosing less than my highest choice, etc)

I feel sadness when.....
(you forget to kiss me goodbye, you forget to honor our agreements, you forget all the time I spend in service that blesses you- preparing food, cleaning, watering our plants, etc.)

My loving spouse is enjoying his new upgrades as well! He says to me, "I apologize for my choosing to read instead of cleaning up my mess and I recommit to clean up any mess I make." "I apologize for forgetting to put away the food you spent a lot of time planning and preparing for us, I recommit to put our food away too."

My anger is immediately dissolved when he immediately owns his choice and recommits to his new highest choice! And we immediately express our love to each other in full alignment!


I know that I have great sovereignty returning, and great patience returning to me. I understand more about sovereignty with each conscious choice and as I speak with purity. And as far as patience goes, I admit to having clarity return to me about patience so I can fully enjoy seeing my heart embody patience. Because at this writing, I equate patience to waiting. And waiting is draining and life sucking! Waiting means I am not fully present and enjoying my abundant state! If you read this and already enjoy clarity on this issue, please send your words quickly!

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Women empowered

I apologize to whoever is reading this blog of mine that I have been away from it for a little while. I recommit to posting once or twice weekly! I have ideas about what to post about often and then I get sidetracked and once I finally sit down to post I am still choosing to know which idea(s) to post about!

Well, first I choose to continue on a bit from last week's post. I have been dreaming, envisioning, praying all about my divine service to teach dance in my community. Hmm... cancel "teach" and replace with "facilitate"- which means "to make easy". Yes, I like it. Mmm. When I write about it, I am really expressing my deepest heartfelt feelings and desires. 

I am enthusiastic about women having fun again, and having fun with their daughters. If any of them had believed that all fun is now only allowed during playtime hours at home- then a great surprise is in store for both of you! Parenting can be fun, when you dance through life with your kids and husband around you- and with your community!

I know this is true because I have been dancing more and more at home with my son and my husband. He has much less dance experience than I do, but I think my sheer enthusiasm for music and movement rubs off on him more and more and now he is shaking his body with me more and more all the time! I love a good dance party! Especially in my kitchen!!


I now transition into a new topic. I dreamed the other night of something a bit unpleasant. I dreamed that I was outside at night walking around when I heard a woman screaming. I followed the noise and saw a shadow of a man raping this woman. She was screaming in horror and he was laughing horribly. I awoke from this dreaming panting and a bit on edge. Since I had that dream, I was able to contemplate what part of my consciousness it may have come from. I remembered reading in the first chapter of "Reclaiming our Health" (by John Robbins) this powerful passage:
"If we are to bring healing to ourselves, to our society, and to our world, we must regain respect for our bodies, and particularly for women's bodies, for it is women who are most devalued, and it is women in whose wombs and hearts future generations are shaped. The way we are each treated by our mothers and what they pass on to us is largely a product of the messages they have internalized. In a world where women are demeaned, all children inherit a legacy of alienation and dishonor."
Whoever is reading my words here, I command you to WAKE UP! Just like I did from my dream! It is time to reverse this horrible attitude society has about women and their value. Whether you are a man or a woman,  stand up for and love every woman in your life! You were brought into this life through a woman's body, nurtured by one from a young age. 

Sovereign and strong women naturally repel domineering and manipulating men. Enjoy this effect, and attract men who value your sacred femininity. Attract a man who holds your virtue in his highest regard as pure and sacred. We as women are here to shape the rising generations. It is of utmost importance that we uphold our great responsibility to nurture and be strong and sovereign as Goddesses to be!


Last night I saw "Alice in Wonderland" - the new one with Johnny Depp, Mia Wasikowska, and Helena Bonham Carter. It was such a wake up for me! Alice is only 19 years old! And she slays the Jabberwocky! Dear Mr. Lewis Carroll- what is the jabberwocky? I know it has biting jaws and catching claws...Here is my translation: Jabber/wocky; jabber: nonsense, Babel tongue, words without meaning; wocky: walky, walking, moving forward.

Therefore, in my understanding the jabberwocky is about the nonsensical Babel tongue of words without meaning, without understanding moving forward. Alice slaying the jabberwocky means she is removing this force from her and everyone's lives. No more nonsense, no more babel-virus. No more babble without meaning. 

Only pure speech and great understanding from henceforth. 

Friday, August 13, 2010

Mother glow

This post is brought to you by the heart of mothers who really have a passion in life and are choosing to enjoy that passion throughout motherhood. My passion in life is in movement- I love stretching, strengthening, and moving my body to music. I am so blissed out when I am fully embracing my love of dance. When I was single, I went dancing and my favorite style was West Coast Swing. When the right song came on, and I fully enjoyed my partner's lead, I glowed. It is all very reminiscent of Stardust:
Remember how her light kept glowing when she was dancing?
And the captain said, "I know what you are"
This clip shows her glowing about half way through.

Anyway, there you have it. 
My love of dance makes me glow.

I think dance can bring families together. I think families can enjoy good music and dancing in their homes together rather than just sitting in front of the big screen every time they are bored. An occasional flick is fun, I agree. But if that is all the memories that a child has growing up....
Hmm I feel sad about that vision.

Vision transformation underway....
So instead 
I enjoy seeing families dancing with each other, and without much talk at all- being present with each other through dance and movement. And I love my vision. I love my dance and music.

What are some songs and groups who inspire you?
I am enthusiastic for your responses!!

Monday, August 9, 2010

Love and Light

I am a person who enjoys living life moment to moment in doing what feels right in my soul. 

As a child, this meant dancing, climbing trees, enjoying nature, exploring hidden places, meeting new people, seeing talents and gifts, sharing my talents and gifts freely, and embracing every moment in entirety.

As a young woman this meant exploring relationships, expressing creativity, loving friends, caring for children, playing, learning, exploring, honing skills, and preparing for my young adulthood years.

When I became a young adult, 
my experiences were a foundation for continuous forward movement.
 I put together pieces from those years into one. 
My creativity fused with my ability to love my friends and relationships
 and I explored connective dancing- also known as social dancing. 
From this I learned how every truth is expressed
 with every energy in a dance partnership. 
Some partners demanded my response with their 
energy I felt through our connection, some were so gentle
that I required to close my eyes to enable myself to feel the subtle 
requests for my movement expression.
Every skill I learned to bring me abundant supply
 (mainly being: typing at the speed of light) 
was what I did to support myself
 in learning dance connection with a partner. 

In college I explored marriage and family partnerships
I learned about child and human development from the womb
to the elderly aged. I explored languages and linguistics-
I dabbled in English phonetics, syntax, semantics, morphology, and grammar.
I spoke basic Spanish and Portuguese with fun and ease.
I even explored Sign Language- Language plus movement!! Yes, my 
memories are only joyful when I think of these experiences!

Now I have my divine partner
I have my sweet child
I have mortgage and bills to pay
and a great passion for dancing, loving, relationships, and families.

Now I have conscious language hooked up
and am upgrading daily each decree
and I spent the weekend with my conscious community
upscaling our agreements, words, decrees

I am a powerful force
of love and light
within my family
and my community!!!!

(angelic applause commences)

My heart sings

My heart is full of joy and I am learning to receive with my even more fully open than I ever thought possible. 

I feel God's great love 

in abundance 

pouring over me

like the rain

as it pours

over the earth.

It wakes up

hidden life within

everywhere it touches.

And everywhere I am touched by God's love that I am open is a great blessing into my heart and soul.  
And I receive it with ease and comfort.

My highest choice is to open up, receive God's blessings, 
feel greatness, joy and abundance, and become as He is. 

I see all opportunities in my life, 
in my visions,
my memories, 
and at every moment
as great blessings
to awaken my soul
to greatness
I am that I am.

We are all "I am" beings. 
Christ showed us the way.
I am one in his glory
when I embrace
I am that I am.

I love, Love, LOVE this!!!

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Vote victory

I am most enthusiastic for this month, and especially this weekend. First, it is my birthday month- so automatically it brings me joy! Second- it is going to be the best birthday ever! Because I am going to do THIS just a few days after my birthday!! I had my picture taken yesterday! It will be such a cosmic shift for me to see my eye up close and then be able to make my nutritional upgrades, and consciousness shifts to bring back light, clarity, and brilliance to areas of darkness, cloudiness, and weakness.

Last night was our free intro session with Bob Stevens at the beautiful and most fabulous New Earth Center in Austin Texas. We learned about how iridology has evolved to such a great level that now we have an amazing eye map (you will see in the enclosed link above!) to bring awareness into EVERY SINGLE strength returning, everything shows up in the eye! Imagine that instead of going to the doctor and having to tell him everything you experience and after half-listening (much of the time) he gives you a prescription...meh...eh....you go to Bob, who takes a picture of your eye, asks you a few questions, and cosmically changes your life forever because EVERYTHING shows up! No doc necessary! YAY!

And while I say this, I recognize the wonderful loving things many doctors are doing for people to help them function in many of life's greatest activities. I especially call out my highest love to Denise, who teaches women to breastfeed that come to her clinic! Yeah, you rawk!! More doctors should follow her path, I think!

Wow, and today is our class about Discovering Your High Agreements. I am so happy about this class tonight! I am happy because speaking of anything that happens- either between two people or an existing habit for one person is most simply stated as as AGREEMENT! For example, previously in my life I chose an agreement (less than fully consciously) that my worth and value depended on what other people said to me, how they "reacted" to me, how they treated me, etc. Now my agreement is that my best friends and most loved ones LOVE ME when I am true to my heart and share that in full truth and abundance. When I come to sharing it, and if I see those people I once called "friends" less than fully excited about me living truthfully and from my heart, then I know I have more exciting and abundant friends to find who I connect to with ease, comfort, and love!

I discover more of these people everyday when I do what I love. I met some of them on Thursday, I met more of them yesterday. I spent time with all of them during these amazing events. They are my conscious community, they are my friends. I am theirs fully in voting victory! Wow! I am most enthusiastic and happy to share in experiences with my friends! I am happy and most enthusiastic to share my feelings and words here for my friends to read and vote my victory on.

What does it mean to vote victory you ask? What does it sound like to you? You already know the answer! VOTE VICTORY!!! Right now, by clicking below!!

Thursday, August 5, 2010

My upgraded speech

Wow, I have many blog posts to do today! I am choosing to start here because I will require to begin thinking in my new conscious language and writing it! First, this month is looking to be a busy one! I originally imagined myself blogging on here about twice a week. I see this month as a series of re-commitments to do that! I feel blessed with my abundantly active and productive status now. I am also blessed to be awakened to my highest choices on a daily basis! I see my awakened state leading others into their own awake state!

This week's call was even more enjoyable for me and I see them getting better every week as participants are becoming more enthusiastic about it and doing their upgrades. Also we enjoyed looking at some upgrade opportunities in some basic "Babel tongue" statements. This was really helpful and I look forward to continue doing it in the future both in the group and in my family.

I shared about becoming more conscious this past week with using the words of separation, "it" "the" "those" "that", etc...."T" words usually are what create that feeling of separation. In Bob's classes he frequently enjoys having everyone repeat "the money" and then "my money" over and over again. Eventually each person has a breakthrough experience where they realize how much more they enjoy saying "my money" than "the money"!!! I sure do! And I enjoy being connected to my friends, family, and associates by upgrading "T" words to "my" "your" "our" etc. I am just now reawakened to the my awareness about grade school and being taught "pronouns" and how much difference the my experience will now be when I am teaching my children and possibly my community's children about "pronouns"!!

Okay I am happy to move onto my next thought. Being present is also an upgrade that I am choosing to fully realize in my communication. And again my thoughts are directed back to school where we all have memories of being taught about how to use past and future tense verbs to describe past and future events. So I require to address this in my mind about how I fully enjoy my present awareness and state of conscious communication. I am thinking about how using cross-outs rather than deleting my less desirable words is likely a cue for readers who are still choosing to know more about this. I see me doing both cross-outs and saying exactly what I choose in the present tense in my blog posts. I enjoy my blogging and how it uplifts my readers!

As far as past and future speaking is concerned, if I speak something with past or future tense attached to it, I choose afterwards to say "cancel clear" and then speak it truthfully in the present. Because truthfully, our only existence is "here and now". "In the past" and "in the future" are only statements that take us away from "now". I love reading in Conscious Language about how Bob studied the Hopi language and there really is nothing in that tongue that means "now", nor are there words to take the speaker/listener to the future or past- away from "now" or "the present moment".

I enjoy exploring and focusing on how I communicate these concepts with my new upgrades. Here is a great example from last night. My sweet husband said to me "I wish, or desire...however you say it right...that you would always wash your dishes off and put them in the dishwasher." I have many memories of him saying this to me. Last night I replied with: "So you enjoy seeing a clean and empty sink because I choose to put my dishes in the dishwasher?" And he looked up at me and smiled. What a "hurray!" moment!

Here is another upgrade opportunity we are exploring together.
"I feel like you...."
If I choose to start a sentence with "I feel" then my next word choice requires to be a feeling!!! So we enjoy our new upgrade opportunities which include:
"I feel sad about hearing you say ______________ "
"I feel anger when I see _____________"
"I feel fear when I think _______________"
"I feel apathy toward _________ because I see _________"
In all honesty, "apathy" is hardly escaping my tongue anymore! I am laughing to myself now.
Here are some positive expressions:
"I feel happy about my vision of us choosing true and conscious communication with each other."
"I am immensely enjoying your arms wrapped around me and how I feel as you hold me like this."
"I am ecstatic to come home and see our house clean and tidy!"

Some of these upgrades call to my attention the requirement we also feel to only speak what we choose to be manifest in our lives. Speaking about anything other than that is really less effective for us!! I choose effectiveness! I choose to love my spouse and to receive his loving kindness! I choose to see my highest choices now and continuously! I choose to see my abundance!

My opportunities (once called "homework") this week include changing my voicemail message and doing 5 things that I "don't want" to do. I did one of them yesterday and now I know how powerful this will be for me! Hurray!