Wednesday, July 28, 2010

My wish fulfilled

I have experienced some major transformations lately. I felt the energy cycle of my previous language patterns stronger than ever over the past week. I had a great and horrible experience several days ago that involved me letting go of "couldnts" "should haves" and my feelings of guilt and shame about myself as a mother, and my mother. It was horrible because it involved the physical manifestation of letting go by vomiting out my entire (once delicious) dinner and blood!! I choose to add to this that vomiting has been a (very) less than desirable event my entire life and I have spent so much time and energy prohibiting myself from vomiting in the past. (cancel-clear-there is no past-there is only NOW!)

I choose to make this fun and easy, and breathe in and out my highest choice everyday with grace and ease. 

I made this choice previously, and often people choose this path with as much consciousness as they currently are embracing- which is less than they are conscious of!! Me included, embarrassment is "other than" required! So because of all this, I went about choosing less than my highest conscious language choices for a few days. And it was different than before, because this time I became conscious of what my higher language choice was. And not only that, but I saw my worst outcome fulfilled rather than my greatest outcome! WHAT? CANCEL CLEAR!!!

I choose to speak only what I desire to bring into manifestation now and continuously! 

In our phone conference this week, we spoke about decrees and how everything we speak is a decree- and the more feeling that we speak it with, the quicker it comes into physical matter. In other words- IF IT MATTERS TO US, IT TURNS INTO MATTER!

I just love the ah-ha's that I am receiving through this study and through watching Bob's DVDs with my group! It is absolutely fascinating, empowering, uplifting!

Our exploration we reported this week was about imagining/feeling our wish fulfilled with imagination activation. We had a super conscious mom guest speaker, Erin, who shared how she uses imagination activation with her 12 year old son to assist him in seeing his highest outcome fulfilled and feeling it! It is super empowering to us beginner moms and moms to be to hear about super moms who are using these tools with their children and discovering amazing experiences with them together. I thoroughly enjoyed hearing her stories and experiences.

We also discussed new words to use when we are tempted to speak "its hard" or "there are so many problems to fix". One of our moms enjoys using the word "challenge" rather than these other options and Krystalle enjoys upgrading to "opportunities". This always makes me laugh, in a good way when I hear this. Imagine if instead of someone speaking their "problem" as this: "My son and I struggle with communication and connection"....WE NOW HAVE them speaking their "opportunity for growth" as "My son and I have great connection returning to us and even more enhanced communication". 

AH HA! Now we are seeing our desired outcome fulfilled! Yes!

Another part of our discussion that I enjoyed was about Bob Steven's study of the Hopi language (spoken about in the book we are studying). They have no words for "past" "future" or "now" because all of them are irrelevant. The only thing that exists is NOW and if we always know that then there is no requirement to come back to now from the past or go away from now into the future. We only imagine our outcomes and work towards their fulfillment!

I think one of our greatest challenges as Mothers choosing to upgrade with Conscious Language is being. Rather than telling others what to do, be, choose- like we tend to be accustomed to. If we are radiant warm examples of what we choose for our partners, children, and communities to embrace...then how much greater is our power to transform them into all of our highest outcomes/choices! 

I choose to finish with this great inspirational quote from our Conscious Language book:

The way we glorify our creator is by living abundantly in joy and health with our beloved"

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Conscious Language skills and Bear Scouts

Last night I had a chance to put my conscious language skills to work. I was recently given the opportunity (and responsibility) to spend 2 hours with the local bear scouts every Tuesday night (except next week, heh heh). We had four scouts last night, which was one more than we had the last two weeks. These boys are about 9 years old and each one adds an incredible amount of energy that sometimes requires some harnessing. So we require to use our language in the quickest, most effective way to obtain results. Otherwise we will have escapee scouts running around the church!

So I chose to create statements in the affirmative that were short and to the point. The boys desire to participate successfully and so these statements are crucial in getting through our planned activities and teaching experiences. Last night we were learning how to tie all those fun knots. Turns out that one of the boys already knew how to do them and he was teaching us! But the boys who were still learning kept getting distracted and so I and my co-leader used these statements:

"Everyone sit in their chairs" .....rather than..... "Don't run off!"
"Focus on your own rope and knots" .....instead of ...."Don't grab Johnny's rope!"
"Stand on this black line, behind each other" .......rather than........."Stop running around!"

One thing I ran out of space and time to speak about in my last post was our challenge to use Imagination Activation. This process allows us to visualize our highest outcome fulfilled before we even begin the process of obtaining that outcome. Becoming successful at implementing this into my life is going to mean that my usual way of just "shooting from the hip" or going by whatever inspires me will evolve into a set of plans with my outcome already envisioned and enjoyed by me. When I see my outcome, my feelings and energy becomes different because now the story I am telling myself in my head has that outcome already in it. So now I am going to use imagination activation with scouting.

I imagine that I have a great connection to my bear scouts. I see them respecting my wishes as I use conscious language approaches. I see them waving at me when they see me during our church meetings. I see them coming up to me and my co-leader and telling me their stories. I see them growing into responsible young men. I see them demonstrating love and respect to the women in their life as they grow into adults. I see them choosing women who communicate clearly and speak consciously as friends and partners. I see them raising children consciously and teaching them with love and consciousness.

By the way, did you know that IMAGINE = I AM A GENIE  ? ....Hee.... hee

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

2nd meetup

Last night was our 2nd meeting (phone conference) for our meetup group. If you desire to join, leave a comment and I'll be in touch. Krystalle requires that anyone desiring to join later into the group listen to the previous sessions before joining in on the live calls. Anyway, there were four of us participating last night. I am glad the group was small to start because we each were able to share stories without any fear of monopolizing others time. I think everyone spoke when they desired to/had something to say and felt very heard and loved by the group. Three of us were in various parts of Texas and one was calling from California.

We are going through the Conscious Language book about 12 pages at a time and discussing it in a group and sharing our personal experiences with each other. It meant so much to me last night when I shared to feel the love coming back every time I shared by the words and reactions of the other participants. Today in my blog post I will share with you the things that really grabbed my attention and that I felt inspired by.

One big shift that is occurring for anyone who is upgrading with Conscious Language is coming out of the belief system that if I win, it means someone else loses or vice-versa and changing that win-lose scenario into win-win beliefs. Here it is better said as "when I transform my inner reality to abundant thinking and feeling and acting, it benefits my entire community (and world)"! Krystalle described how she kept coming back to this realization. And it is a big deal for me to think about to. When I am making my highest conscious choice about where to live, and how I share my gifts with others, and who I serve by sharing my gifts, it is the greatest benefit for everyone- and creates win-win all around.

Another big shift is the realization (by the way realize = real eyes) that I came into my family on purpose and was received by many with joy and gratitude. The thing about the past is that we can rewrite it. Sure, what happened,  happened. But the story we tell ourself is very changeable!! There may be events in our childhood which memories deny us from thinking or feeling the full love of all when we came into this world. We can choose to transform that.

I think about when I gave birth to my son and what I went through before, during, and after. I think of how I prayed for so long for and regarding the children that would come to our family. I think of all the conscious choices I made about how my son would come into this world. I think about who was there to support me and how they supported me. I remember his sweet face shortly after he was born and how very alert he always was, even from day one. He is so big now, and this was only 7 and a half months ago! My greatest desire about this all is that he sees that we did plan for him with full consciousness and receive him with great joy at the time of his birth.

The next big conscious break through we talked about was how intense negative emotions have a huge amount of the opposite positive emotion pushing them up and waiting to come forth and express. Here is what happens in transmuting our emotions:
Anger/hate transmutes into forgiveness and loving action
Fear/doubt transmutes into faith and courage
Sadness transmutes into extreme joy

As we were discussing fear and doubt I chose to share a recent experience that I had. My beloved and I recently decided that we would begin reading Harry Potter together. So we are starting with book one. We do this instead of watching TV or playing the Wii. Actually it is quite unifying for us because we go to the same place as we read. But anyway, the other day I was reading the part in the story where Harry is taking his journey to Hogwarts and his aunt and uncle drop him off in between platforms 9 and 10 and he has no idea how to get to platform 9 and 3/4. He asks people and they all think he is bonkers. He feels fear and doubt about this whole journey and path. Is it real? He is wondering. 

As I read this part of the story, I felt such a connection to it that I began to tear up and cry as I read it. Because I am Harry...standing in between platforms 9 and 10 and wondering how to get to platform 9 and 3/4!! He was looking for his people- the people that "got him" and knew who he was and what he was there to do. That is just like me! I have been looking for the people that "get me"- I call them "my people". Now all I have to do is square my shoulders, grab firmly onto my cart and run like mad at the brick wall!! Then the real journey begins!

Much of the time for us as moms, our feelings might get repressed and disallowed to express and be heard. This can translate into a whole bunch of symptoms but I'm more here to rather than what all those are- just that it is important we hear and feel what is in us. Be present with your feelings and allow yourself the time and space to feel them. Yeah, let your kids see you cry, if that is what it means. It might be a nice change for them to see their parent finally expressing their feelings freely. Then they will feel safe to express theirs. 

Sorry if that translated into "preachy" for anyone. Maybe I'm choosing to include it here because I require to acknowledge my emotions more fully and take action when they come up. Things get hard when I choose not to choose, to just "let things happen". Because then the control is out of my hands. Sometimes the control is better off in my hands and then I receive my ease and comfort that I was missing out on.

I was just doing my Bodyflow workout and one of the tracks for this latest release features Leona Lewis's song "Happy" and one of the oft repeated lyrics in it is "So what if it hurts me...?" And my whole experience doing my workout came from being slightly repressed to being fully present. Because in doing it, I felt the sadness of having that blessing to share with others without a regular class to share it with. And I know that people enjoy my classes because when I am at the gym people come up to me and tell me they enjoyed me when I subbed for so and so in the past. And that is what hurts right now. My blessing being rejected or "not chosen" by my manager to be a part of the fitness program at the gym. Some of the people remember me from teaching a class almost a year ago!

I chose to go back and listen to that song a few times and wow it really is incredible. I feel inspired to perform a dance to its lyrics. I think that is where I conclude my remarks for today. See you next time!

Love Trish

Saturday, July 17, 2010

My mothering thoughts

I intend for this post to be more about mothering topics rather than languaging topics, just as a heads up. But I will see where my thoughts are drifting to with my writing. First, some history.

For such a long time in my memory all I see is my aspirations to become a mother. I spent so much time watching my three younger siblings that I practically felt like I was their mother and that I had amazing mother experience. Turns out that older sibling experience and mother experience are their own two types of experiences.

I thought that in college I should just do what was fun for me, or what would get me a decent job, or whatever interested me that I could look into more if my aspiration to be a mother took longer than I thought. So I took a variety of, dance, languages, karate, TESOL and linguistics classes (to name a few)...but I kept my main focus on anything related to marriage and family. Because I thought that I would find the "right man" one day and marry him and have his babies and care for them while he worked to support us.

Now I am living that previous wish fulfilled and find that I have other aspirations besides always mothering and "wifering". My passions are begging me to unleash their power because I realize that by and large no one else is doing these things and the effect of my dreams fulfilled is going to be enormous.

And I also have to say that my passions coming back have nothing to do with the quality of my relationship with my husband and son or their ability to "fulfill me" as some might think of it. They are both wonderful human beings. My son is as cute as humanly possible and is always so sweet. Sometimes he'll keep looking at me until he can get me to smile. He must sense it when I am feeling sadness. It amazes me how observant he is, even just being so small and young. He was born on the day of "Larger than life" though...according to Anyway and my husband is always striving to be the absolute best he can be. He provides a physical comfort when I require it, he always knows what the "right thing" to say is in any given situation. Also he is voting my victory to channel the true creative force inside of me and fulfill my highest choices and life callings.

Being a wife and mother is a wonderful thing to be. And I think for me, to feel fulfillment as a creative force of healing to others that my roles as wife and mother are only going to be enhanced. So I look forward to this journey of using my positive energy and love of movement to bless others, including my husband and son.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Our first meetup

Hello! My name is Tricia and I am a mother of one little boy who is now seven months old. I have been studying Conscious Language: The Logos of Now for a few months and participating in this upgrade of language and life with my dear husband. I am participating in a study group for mothers who are choosing to become more conscious in their language (as well as other women who are preparing for motherhood or in mothering other children).

This is a group that is meeting physically in person (in Austin, Tx) and is also being shared through a conference call so that many mothers can participate from home. If you desire to participate, please email The calls are held on Monday evenings and the investment in a Conscious Language book (linked above) is required.

My hope and faith are that this blog will soon bring many participants who are enthusiastic in sharing their experiences with using conscious language in the family unit. I personally enjoy blogging to express my thoughts and see them in the physical form of words. I invite any study group participants to participate in this blog through creating their own posts as they feel desirous to and commenting to continue the maternal love outstretched to me and each participant.

Today I will be short in my topic. I choose to speak about the concept of using "strengths returning". Our greatest weakness shall be our greatest strength. So rather than speak and think of my weaknesses as my limitations, I think of them as strengths returning. I heard this concept in full integrity last night on our conference call as Krystalle spoke with feeling about each requirement she had to make the event extremely successful. When I perceive weakness in others, I see myself considering what strength they have returning.

For example, my sister struggled with creating balance in her life and I told her that great balance was returning. My son struggled to find peace and serenity during nap-time and I spoke the words, "You have great peace and serenity returning". Now he is asleep and I have peace too. When I am confused or I see someone who is confused, they have great clarity returning.

It reminds me of Harry Potter's journey of having "something dear to him taken away" from him and his journey to go and get it back. That is one important concept for us in this life to understand. See what things are returning to you and make the journey to get them back.

For me personally I have great clarity in my life's purpose returning, I have great influence returning, and I have great prosperity returning to me. What do you have returning to you?